Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Does Anybody Even Read my Posts?
1. To carry a successful pregnancy to term and give birth to a healthy baby
2. to have enough money to do the things my family has always wanted to do
No one said life was going to be easy but they didn't tell me it was going to be so damn hard either! I'm only 31 and I feel like an old lady. With 8 miscarriages under my belt I feel like I have been around the world and back...the infertility world that is. I never thought I would know so much about how the female body works or about Chinese Medicine, or the adoption world. So many people come to me when they have a miscarriage or a question about adoption and I am always willing to help but honestly.... I wish I didn't know so much due to my own experiences.
I feel so lost. Like I'm constantly searching for the answer as to why I can't carry a pregnancy to term. Is it something I am eating? Drinking? Applying to my skin? Washing my Hair with? Or it something I'm just not doing right? I wish someone could give me the answer. Please someone give me the answer!!!
Feb 14th 2011 marks 5 years of my husband and I trying to a successful pregnancy. 5 years. Don't get my wrong. I am truly thankful for everything I have. Our successful adoption of our beautiful amazing aughter Kayla and my wonderful marriage are things I don't take for granted ever.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oiFTXckh0zU&feature=related (Enya- Watermark)