A Journey of Multiple Miscarriages, Infertility, Adoption, Premature Birth & Finally a Successful Pregnancy
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Tuesday, February 15, 2011
When the world says, “Give up,” Hope whispers, “Try it one more time.”- Unknown
I've been playing around with what to name my blog. "My Journey to Motherhood" seemed so general and uninteresting. So I'm going with a quote I found today that is helping me to keep going. I must admit, I'm wavering. I'm having doubts, but then something in me silences those doubts and says "what if... What if the next time works? What if next time I do carry to term and give birth?" I just can't give up.
I'm currently in the 2WW (two week wait) and have been having a very emotional day. For some reason I just feel like crying. Not sure why. I just do. Maybe it's work, maybe it's where I am in my cycle, maybe it's the challenge of handling a toddler entering the terrible twos! (Of course I wouldn't change a thing so I won't complain). I love being a momma and that is why I am still pushing forward to carry my first pregnancy to term and give birth. Adoption has been a wonderful blessing in our lives but I want my daughter to have a little brother or sister. I want to be a family of 4.