Whenever I feel down about my pregnancy losses, see all of those pregnant women out there, or hear of another birth announcement I must remember how blessed I truly am. In fact, lately when I feel sad about this whole roller coaster of a journey we've been on I stare at our most recent family picture and it brings happiness to my heart.
To think that at this exact time in 2008 I was childless and heartbroken over our multiple pregnancy losses and thought I would never be a mom truly is amazing. Look where we are today! Last night my 2 1/2 year old daughter Kayla whispered to me the most wonderful words I have ever heard in my life, "I love you mommy." She has no idea how much that little sentence meant to me.
A friend of mine said it perfectly "God works in mysterious ways." He really does and I still believe we will have our family of 4.
Currently we are playing the waiting game again. I have to do my booster HCG trigger on Sunday and then wait 11 days to test. Praying for a BFP. (Big Fat Positive)
Lovely picture!! Praying for a BFP for you this cycle!
ReplyDeleteThanks Laura. Still waiting to find out this cycle.
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